Lifeless

Taking deep breaths,
in a vacuumed place,
I am the winner,
in a stand-still race.
A love I hate,
A hate I love,
Fills my heart,
The tragic beauty
Of that dying dove.
Never say when,
For when you say never,
You give up life,
Forever and ever
Never giving in,
and always giving up,
Falling in love,
And then rising above.
Falling to pieces,
Silent screaming alway,
You never can tell,
When life fades away...