Please...

Dear Jesus...

Please save my Daddy....

Amen...

='(

Falling in Love, With Jesus, Was the Best thing I've Ever Done

Sooo my best friend got baptized today =) Praise the Lord!!!!!!!!!!! It's pretty awesome. Made me think about my own baptism. Both with water and fire. God is so awesome the way He does things. He can take something so broken and worthless, and turn it into something beautiful. That's what He did for me. It's so great that no matter what you do, He'll still be there!!

I just really love Jesus. I guess some people find it strange that I am so in love with Him, but why wouldn't I be? I mean, He came here and DIED for me. The fact that He loves me as much as He does, makes me love him so much more. Wow.. kind of in shock. Falling in love with Jesus really was the best thing I've ever done. I could never turn back to the way I was, I want to keep moving forward. I want to stop the sin that I've been dealing with. I want it over. Its hard though, sometimes. When you get so used to something and then decide to stop. I need to change. I'll figure this out =)

Lifeless

Taking deep breaths,
in a vacuumed place,
I am the winner,
in a stand-still race.
A love I hate,
A hate I love,
Fills my heart,
The tragic beauty
Of that dying dove.
Never say when,
For when you say never,
You give up life,
Forever and ever
Never giving in,
and always giving up,
Falling in love,
And then rising above.
Falling to pieces,
Silent screaming alway,
You never can tell,
When life fades away...